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Your Happy New Eyes

by Flying Squid

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1.
Fess up To your crime which is your addiction Your luck Will run out soon (When will u learn?) Something drips out my mouth I know it’s there but it makes no sound (No sound!) Come on Mary, No ones watching Lets burn it all down I rlly didn’t mean to steal ur face I just wanna get people out I rlly didn’t mean to take ur place I just wanna get u out! but maybe if I can keep up this pace... The rest will just slow down! But maybe if I can stay in this race... the wrld will just slow down down out down out Deep in the mud There’s a serpentine tug And it knows just when to let you go When to pull you in and let you go When one of 4 is forced to row The arms move faster than the boat I rlly didn’t mean to steal ur face I just wanna get people out I rlly didn’t mean to take ur place I just wanna get u out! but maybe if I can keep up this pace... The rest will just slow down! But maybe if I can stay in this race... the wrld will just slow down down out down out
2.
I don’t have to explain Why i sing in the rain Sadness is hard to feign So I’d rather abstain And on that fateful day When Augustine makes Way for me and My mistake of a life I’ll be one of a kind With my happy new eyes I’ll be one of a kind Fill in the blank and open the door Hide in the bathroom and cry some more What I don’t know will kill me for sure So stop asking questions searching for cures Surely I’ll be fine I know I’ll survive I’ll break out of these chains Then I’ll be beggin for change But I’ll just smile thru the pain By painting one on my face Then I will die alone and thirsty In Toronto or mid city Splayed out on the bluish concrete Too tough to cry With my happy new eyes I’ll be one of a kind Fill in the blank and open the door Hide in the bathroom and cry some more What I don’t know will kill me for sure So stop asking questions searching for cures I think I’ll be fine Look at the sky and try to lay down Sit in your room and feel like a clown I like to think it’s not plain to see That I only see what’s in front of me Surely I’ll be fine I know I’ll survive (Survive!) (Yeah!..)
3.
Back on the swing I realized That Im not mean tot do a thing That I’m not designed to do a thing at all But I do But I do Sometimes I start freaking out And I don’t know what else to do But scream into the empty void The place I know I should avoid Back on the swing I realize That I need to thank you For being such a mess For opting not to change You stay the same But I know That egg will never hatch You’ll always be this way So read the stage Back on the swing I realize That I can’t be the only one Who knows that I’m not the only one who cares About you About you Sometimes I feel so alive That I can’t feel from either side And I caught beneath the waves They wash me out and rearrange Back on the swing I realize That I need to thank you For being such a mess For opting not to change You stay the same But I know That egg will never hatch You’ll always be this way So leave the stage I wish I could help you
4.
jamie 06:09
space between you And the sky Please return me From the light We’ll make you pay for Your mistakes On my wheelhouse You must stay You must be trying To piss me off Inside my bedroom I recall LED lights inside your bones They keep on glowing as you grow Taller and taller oh so high People are blinded by the light Space between me And the sky Feel the tears well In your eyes Don’t make me hurt you Don’t make me hurt Me and the devil Play all night Smiling and waving He’s alright Something compels me To shake his hand It was a handshake That was it Don’t make me love you Don’t make me love Everyday I wake up And say I could die Today I would be ok
5.
golden 02:37
don’t kill me I’m golden Don’t touch me I’m golden Don’t look in the mirror You’ll see much clearer Whatchu rlly wanted Watchu rlly needed Was something you could never have Something u could never grasp They don’t know that I’m golden They don’t see that I’m golden They think I’m gonna screw up But I’m not gonna screw up I just wanna kick the ball I just wanna kick the goal I just wanna get the goal I just wanna get the goals Oh temptation Oh temptation Yeah temptation Yeah temptation Let yourself into my heart
6.
Kissing the bone Won’t make it feel much better Talk on the phone To your dead grandmother Why does your face look like mine? Why do you seem so resigned? We can’t be much more than what we are We can be much more than what we aren’t Trapped between the ground and all the stars Dancing constellations in the dark Say what you want I’m the last one standing Pull all your stunts Will you stick the landing When you can’t get what you want Do you cry or blame it one the sun? We can be the first to cross the bar To sift through all the desert for a start I don’t see the point of looking back No I don’t see the point in looking back We can’t be much more than what we are (it’s alright) We can be much more than what we aren’t (for the good of the people!) Trapped between the ground and all the stars (you flounder) Dancing constellations in the dark (Orion!) I once knew a man who had daisies for fingers He played in the sun for hours and hours The fingers grew out and became the leaves His stomach caved inward replaced with a tree I lay by his side and ask if he’s dying He says that he’s “fine” he’s “given up trying. We all go away. we all go someday. We all have to say we have nothing to say.”
7.
Held grudges Bubblin up From when you can’t recall Why would you want to recall You’re standing in the water You’re looking at the ground You’re being such a bummer Nobody wants you around So get out of the car I am not a king or queen And I am not your majesty And I hold no grudges And I have no regrets You know that it’s pointless to Point fingers at the deaf and dumb You’re looking like your evil And I’m placing my bets New faces Hovering round They ask if you’re listening Or what you’re listening to It’s almost like you’re floating Like you’re leaving the ground For a chance at something better Or maybe you’re just falling down Just get out of the car I am not a king or queen And I am not your majesty And I hold no grudges (u know I hold no grudges) And I have no regrets (No regrets) You know that it’s pointless to Point fingers at the deaf and dumb You’re looking like your evil (You’re looking oh so evil) And I’m placing my bets (place my bets) I am addicted to guilt (I know)
8.
itchy 04:27
It’s over To naked eyes It’s part of my disguise It’s lonely In this body Too bad that no one can see Me go home To screaming and fighting so please shut up It’s nothing it’s nothing It’s better For you to die Instead of rolling dice Return me To open sky The wind will treat me right I go home To screaming and fighting You’ve said enough You’re nothing you’re nothing Is it too late to forget myself? Is it too late to forget?
9.
I don’t think that there’s a god I just think there’s restless people I don’t know the how or why I just know that I will die And u can find peace in that Or u can’t It don’t matter in the end All things go with marching time And you can be something new Something good Something better once again Just a point along the line Ever onward I don’t think there’s a place Where I can go to rest my face Maybe I should quit the race Instead of tripping over myself But I know exactly how to feel I know that I wont ever kneel And that I won’t live forever I see ur lies pile up so high I hear you curse me from the sky And I curse you back all the same And u can find peace in that Or u can’t It don’t matter in the end All things go with marching time And you can be something new Something good Something better once again Just a point along the line Ever onward Is it too late to forget myself To forget myself To forget myself It is too late to forget myself To forget myself To forget myself Yet I cannot help but be myself But to be myself But to be myself After all I’m left with just myself I am just myself I am just myself
10.
kittylove 02:24
It can be hard To accept it’s a lie Your escape isn’t real Just a black and blue seal When the truth isn’t clear And you’re trapped in your fear It can seem like a waste You can feel so misplaced Airplanes aren’t some Signal from the Californian cults You can’t be Feeding the birds While people observe Nothing was made for you But things deserve to be something made for you for you Airplanes aren’t some Signal from the Californian cults You can’t be Feeding the birds While people observe Nothing was made for you But things deserve to be something made for you for you

about

“Is it too late to forget myself?”

This is an album about trying to be something you’re not.
Your new eyes are happy, but the old ones you threw out are still crying. It’s just that you don’t care anymore

thanks to everyone who listens to and supports my music for making this all possible?! even if there aren’t a lot of you I appreciate u all so much!

Album is about 36 minutes long (not including the 2 bonus tracks!)

Some lyrics in “what we are (not!!)” were inspired by the song daisy fingers by edu
Song “kittylove” partly inspired by Jonni Phillips’ movie barber westchester
“Mystery machine” is a cover of “mystery machine” by the skin cells.

Ok that is enough! Me talking to myself: “stop typing more words myself! cmon stop it!!!”

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released April 22, 2022

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Flying Squid

im john or squid and i really enjoy music so i try to make it even if its not always super good so thanks bye!

thanks for the picture madeleine caputo

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